so my mom found out.

yeah.that i smoke weed.
and she had help.
geoffrey.
he ratted me out.
and then he smashed sherlock.
and now i am not aloud to move out unless i want zeek and his family to go to jail.

cause my mom will call on them.
i hung out with zeek today.

and he was all like 'don't worry about it, my mom will handle it.if your mom continues to be a bitch come over here.'

i would.

except for one thing.
or rather one person.

fawn.
she's 14.
if my mom calls, she'll get drug tested.
and i can't do that to her.
she's scared as hell that her family will go to jail.




i don't know what to do.
i'm scared.

T_T

i got tagged by Jasman71
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okays some facts about me.
1.i am deathly afraid of spiders,clowns,dreadlocks, and large bodies of water.
2.weed is goooooooood :]
3.i lay around all day long and sleep.i'm a lazy person.
4.i love my friends.like eleni.......<3
5.i have changed ALOT throughout the years.you probably would not recognize a picture of me from freshman or sophomore year.seriously.
6.right now i am sick because i have smoked too much this past week and i hate it.
7.i like wild prints on my clothes.and skeletons too.those are cool.
8.i want a pair of purple leopard print skinny jeans.they would be awesomez!!!!

i haven't written for a while so yeah..

my scanners down right now so all i can upload are photos
which is awesome but i draw alot too....

not much has been happening lately
just got done with school and went up north for a week.

wow.that week was awesome.
i was stoned most of the time but it was awesomez :]
i probably gained weight cause all i did was smoke and eat.
but whatever.idc.
i'll lose it again
and i have a new quote.
my brother said it when we were driving through the forest up north.
there were these raspberries and they scratched his car
so he said, 'fuck you raspberries!'
he was so stoned.
and it was so funny.
ah good times, good times...

this past week has sucked ass.
well....not until the past couple of days but still....
i've been hanging out with angel alot lately and we've smoked alot.that has helped ease the pain in my life.
but starting like yesterday, things have been going downhill.

pat had a big impact on my life.and he slipped into my life so soundlessly that when he left it, he left a scar.
since today was the last day that the seniors would be here[at school], i started to hurt a little on the inside.

knowing that i might never see him again.and on the inside it hurts tremendously, but it's been worse.
but then again it's been better.

i don't wanna sound selfish or anything i just needed to vent out alot of things that have been on my mind.

my brother's car broke down today.just a couple of hours ago.

and when i went to get him, my cousins[eric and jub], called my aunt[stepmom to them] wouldn't let them stay at our house anymore.

i swear she has something that crawled up her ass and died.
and besides that, i still have school left and i'm not doing great but not life threating pain.

he broke up with me....


just like that.i knew it was coming but i didn't realize how much it hurt.
i mean the way he started to act around me made me see that it was going to end soon, but i never expected it to be so blunt.....

all i heard was 'i'm breaking up with you' and then my head was filled with emotion and my eyes started to tear....

i know he wasn't the best but he was good enough for me and i'm sick of being alone and depressed.
today sucks ass.....